Betrayal aint nice..

now only do i realize how far distanced we are away from each other, should i face any more obstacles you do no more than bother to even glance in my wretched direction. but for him you'd run to the ends of the Earth of apologize over a thousand times, even if it werent yourself at fault. and you are furious at me for not supporting him before. how can i support him if he had used me like a disposable tool? and do you know you are only second in line, none of his priorities?
FOOL.
but what i hate about him the most is that he forced you to choose him over me. perhaps not forced, but influenced. twisted. corrupted your mind so that it would no longer be one of this family. then again, were you ever with us?

The bastard, i was sincere about trying to help you. Trying to help you see through her nature of disguise and do whatever it took possible for your heart to forget her. But instead you chase after her with a mind of possessed craze that i cant even save you from.
And you leave me at the said of the road trying to decide if you were just playing with me me for your amusement or maybe took me seriously for a very short while. after some debate, i confirm its the first. you weren't planning to give her up at all. all the while. why, even the secrets of her life i've told you've probably leaked them to her. honestly i couldn't give a fucking damn but i cant believe you have such blind eyes if you ever use them for seeing, that is, that you still ignore my advice and follow your tattered brain. i don't regret reading those messages, even if it was an invasion of privacy. i deserve to know whats been happening outside my knowledge, no? but then its not only just curiousity. maybe its an overpowering need for revenge.

Back to you, my beloved friend, if you really want to know its not just me that's holding you for blame. Why, others are too. And they've told me their share of stories of how you used and pathetically threw them away. after you found new friends, do you really just leave your old ones to rot like that? use them like tissue paper? i don't understand why you chose to do that.
You're treating us as if we've never existed. now i can even imagine you walking by past me without a word nor second glance. but when you see him, your face lights up and you run to that traitor, the player, the bastard. i know this will happen. And us? You couldn't give much thought. A long time ago i sworn not to break my promise but your broke yours and this is the outcome.